In My Right-wing Politics Of The Time,

My Habit Of Glorifying Things Far Away In Space And Time, Also Contributed To My Social Isolation.

I Now Attend Non-orthodox Synagogues, And Study Little During The Secular Week.

I Believed That English-speaking People Had A Divine Mission To Civilize The World By Making It Western, Democratic And Christian.

I Decided To Take God And Organized Religion Seriously, And To Reject The Secular Life Which In My Teens Had Looked Attractive Because It Allowed Me To Act In Any Way That I Wanted.

I've Had Horror Movies Thrown At Me And I Just Don't Want To Do Any Because Violence Isn't Really Good For Society.