At The Time I Perceived Most Religious

I Knew In My Gut That There Was Something Wrong With A System That Couldn't Fire Its Incompetents, And I Had My Share Of Incompetent College Teachers.

I Loved History, Particularly Of The British, American And Old Testament Kind.

I Did Not Want To Reject Religion As Nonsense Because Life Seemed To Have No Ultimate Purpose Without It, And Most Of The Good People I Knew Were Christians.

Acting In Anger And Hatred Throughout My Life, I Frequently Precipitated What I Feared Most, The Loss Of Friendships And The Need To Rely Upon The Very People I'd Abused.

I've Often Thought That My Lack Of Intimacy With Those Around Me Is The Fault Of Those Around Me.