If You Just Watch A Teenager, You

I'm Not A Prophet. I'm Not A Teacher. I Have No Degrees. My Degree Is From The University Of Life.

Because I Know I'm An Addict, And I Know I'm An Alcoholic.

It Was During A Cosmetic Procedure That I First Had Painkillers.

Now All Of A Sudden I'm So Less Interested In Pretending To Be A Lot Of Other People, And Much More Interested In Being Me.

Fifty Is A Big Corner To Turn. It Used To Mean Being Put Out To Pasture, But It's The Opposite With Me. I Feel More Vibrant; I'm More Active Than I've Ever Been. The F-word Really Is Freedom. It's The Freedom To Have Dropped The Rock-the Rock Of Addiction, Of Family, Of Comparisons With Other People. It's Being Fit And Focused And Kind Of Furious.