Every Day, I Live A Lie But

I Know. It's Shocking To Think That The Government Would Try To Stick Its Nose In Our Ladyparts.

And Now, As I'm Lying Alone In My Own Bed, I Keep Thinking About Writhing Against Him Last Night, Naked And Vulnerable. Even After We'd Both Risen And Fallen, Peaked And Plummeted, Even After Marcus Was Physically Shrinking From Inside Me, I Couldn't Stop Clutching, Crying, Trying. Trying To Pull Him Deeper, Deeper, Deeper Within. Trying To Make Him More A Part Of Me Than I Am Myself.

I've Learned That You Can't Control What Other People Are Going To Think About You. The Best You Can Do In Life Is Not Piss Yourself Off.

...he Makes Me Feel Out Of Control And Out Of My Head. He Is Exhilarating And Terrifying. I See And Feel Him Everywhere, And I'm Always Grasping For Equilibrium Even When He's Not There... I Feel Like I'm Always Falling In Love, Falling And Falling And Falling.

Zen Cuts Straight Through The Quidditch Match In Progress And Almost Gets Taken Down By A Beater Hurling A Nerf Quaffle Right At His Machopartes.