The Worst Pain In The World Is

For Many Years, I Was A Really Heavy Drinker, But People Don't Know About That Because I'm By Myself All The Time. Recently, I Didn't Drink For Eight Or Nine Months, And I Learned That Alcohol Was Quadrupling The Embarrassing Moments - Those Moments When You're Drunk And You Say Something You Remember The Next Morning And Feel Embarrassed About.

I've Done Things That Can Be Made Fun Of. It's Not Such A Bad Thing. If I'm Going To End Up A Role Model, Then I'd Rather Not End Up Being The Kind Of Role Model That Pretends To Be Perfect, And Pretends That She Always Has The Right Thing To Say. I'm A Product Of Role Models That Didn't Make Me Feel Like I Was As Good As Them.

If There Was A Better Way To Go Then It Would Find Me I Can't Help It, The Road Just Rolls Out Behind Me Be Kind To Me, Or Treat Me Mean I'll Make The Most Of It, I'm An Extraordinary Machine

If I Were To Imagine Myself As An Idler Wheel Inside Some Big Mix Of Gears, Then I Would Be Connected To Everything. It's Not Like There's Just Me And Then Nothing.

How Can I Ask Anyone To Love Me When All I Do Is Beg To Be Left Alone?