Life Is Apogee, Apex, Decline; Life Is

Beauty Is Undefinable In Language. It's Something That You See When You See It, Or You Feel When You Feel It, Or You Hear When You Hear It. It Usually Encompasses All Five Of The Senses. It Can't Exist Without It Being A Somehow Sensorial Experience. But, I Don't Think It's Quantifiable. Nothing Is Really Quantifiable. Nothing Is Certain In Love And Friendship. We All Try To Understand These Things.

Sometimes I Have Experienced At The Start Of A Film You're Very Excited And Enthusiastic And You've Done All Your Preparation Internally And Externally And You Start The Film And It's All Go... Then Your Attention Goes Somewhere Else. Your Energy Goes Into Telling The Story, So You Don't Have The Same Amount Of Energy To Be Objective, And That's Okay Because Sometimes You Become A Subject Of The Story And You're Inside It So Much That You Don't Need To Keep On Looking On The Outside.

I Think That Is What You Want To Do As A Cinemagoer - To Experience Something Fully. Some Things Don't Let You Experience Them Fully. It May Be Your Own Preordained Prejudice Where You Can't Experience Them Fully. But When You Come Out Of The Cinema Having Felt, Thought, And Experienced Your Way Through Two Hours, That Is A Really Cool Thing.

That's The Process Of Making The Film And It Isn't Until The World Puts Their Eyes To It That You Find Out If It's Creating Any Kind Of Connection At All. But Every Single Film At Some Stage Of The Film I Think, "i Wonder What This Is Going To Be?"

You Have A Certain Objectivity, As A Member Of The Audience, And You Can Come Away Maybe Being Provoked Into A Certain Discourse Or A Certain Arena Of Questioning, Regarding How You Would Deal With Things That Your Character Has To Deal With. Whereas When You're Doing A Film, Once You Start Asking, "what Would I Do?," You're Getting The Distance Greater Between Yourself And The Character, Or You're Bringing The Character To You, Which I Think Is Self-serving, In The Wrong Way. The Idea Is To Bring Yourself To The Character.