It Is Painful For Me To See

My Spiritual Pain Is Unbearable. I Keep Having The Same Unsolved Question: If My Rifle Claimed People's Lives, Then Can It Be That I A Christian And An Orthodox Believer, Was To Blame For Their Deaths?

I Have Continued To Work At Different Things, And Rebuilt My Home All By Myself. I Did It For The Sake Of Satisfaction At Doing Something. I Did It Because I Happened To Be Where I Was.

Things That Are Complex Are Not Useful, Things That Are Useful Are Simple.

When A Young Man, I Read Somewhere The Following: God The Almighty Said, 'all That Is Too Complex Is Unnecessary, And It Is Simple That Is Needed.' So This Has Been My Lifetime Motto – I Have Been Creating Weapons To Defend The Borders Of My Fatherland, To Be Simple And Reliable.

I Sleep Well. It's The Politicians Who Are To Blame For Failing To Come To An Agreement And Resorting To Violence.