If The Expenditure Of Money For Entertainment

I Suppose The Story Of My Life Is A Search For Love, But More Than That, I Have Been Looking For A Way To Repair Myself From The Damages I Suffered Early On And To Define My Obligation, If I Had Any, To Myself And My Species.

When I Lie On The Beach There Naked, Which I Do Sometimes, And I Feel The Wind Coming Over Me And I See The Stars Up Above And I Am Looking Into This Very Deep, Indescribable Night, It Is Something That Escapes My Vocabulary To Describe. Then I Think: 'god, I Have No Importance. Whatever I Do Or Don't Do, Or What Anybody Does, Is Not More Important Than The Grains Of Sand That I Am Lying On, Or The Coconut That I Am Using For My Pillow.' So I Really Don't Think In The Long Sense.

Food Has Always Been My Friend. When I Wanted To Feel Better Or Had A Crisis In My Life, I Opened The Icebox.

The Military Mind Has One Aim, And That Is To Make Soldiers React As Mechanically As Possible. They Want The Same Predictability In A Man As They Do In A Telephone Or A Machine Gun, And They Train Their Soldiers To Act As A Unit, Not As Individuals.

I Watched A Snail Crawl Along The Edge Of A Straight Razor. That's My Dream. That's My Nightmare. Crawling, Slithering, Along The Edge Of A Straight Razor And Surviving.