I Want To Be The New Marilyn

If I Have Another Child, I Doubt I'll Get Married Again. I Don't Think Men Particularly Want To Be With Me.

I Don't Understand Why God Took Him And Didn't Take Me.

A Ghost Would Crawl Up My Leg And Have Sex With Me At An Apartment A Long Time Ago In Texas. I Used To Think It Was My Boyfriend, And One Day I Woke Up And It Wasn't. I Was Freaked Out About It, But Then I Was, Like, 'well, You Know What? He's Never Hurt Me And He Just Gave Me Some Amazing Sex, So I Have No Problem.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)

It's Very Expensive To Be Me.