It's Very Expensive To Be Me.

Nobody Has Ever Respected Me And Done Things For Me And Loved Me. So When Howard (former Husband J. Howard Marshall Ii) Came Along, It Was A Blessing. He Is The Only Person In My Life Who Does Not Care About What Other People Say About Me. He Truly Loves Me And I Love Him For It.

I Don't Understand Why God Took Him And Didn't Take Me.

If I Have Another Child, I Doubt I'll Get Married Again. I Don't Think Men Particularly Want To Be With Me.

A Ghost Would Crawl Up My Leg And Have Sex With Me At An Apartment A Long Time Ago In Texas. I Used To Think It Was My Boyfriend, And One Day I Woke Up And It Wasn't. I Was Freaked Out About It, But Then I Was, Like, 'well, You Know What? He's Never Hurt Me And He Just Gave Me Some Amazing Sex, So I Have No Problem.

I Finally Feel Like I'm Becoming Somebody. I Really Think Like I Can Do Something. I Just Know I'm Going To Be An Actress. I Want It So Bad.