I, Like Most Of My Friends, Couldn't

I Wanted Nothing Less Than To Be A Fiction Writer When I Was A Kid. If You Had Told Me I Would Be An Artist Or Novelist When I Grew Up, I Would Have Laughed In Your Face

It Didn’t Make Any More Sense To Me Then Than It Does Now, How Life Can Pile Troubles Up On A Man What Don’t Deserve Them, While Letting Some Of The Biggest Jackasses And Scoundrels Alive Waltz Their Way Through Long, Untroubled Existences.

I Was A Pretty Angry Kid, And I Got Into Military History Largely As A Way To Vent My Own Anger. As I Got Older It Narrowed Down To A More Specific Focus On Individual Violence. I'm Just Trying To Understand Where It Came From.

So If It Seems That Some Of What I'll Have To Say In The Pages To Come Doesn't Reflect The Mellowing Of Age, That's Only Because I've Never Found That Life And Memories Respond To Time The Way That Tobacco Does.

Every Human Being Must Find His Own Way To Cope With Severe Loss, And The Only Job Of A True Friend Is To Facilitate Whatever Method He Chooses.