I Can't Even Say I Made My

Maybe All Of Us At Hailsam Had Little Secrets Like That -- Little Private Nooks Created Out Of Thin Air Where We Could Go Off Alone Without Fears And Longing.

You Need To Remember That. If You’re To Have Decent Lives, You Have To Know Who You Are And What Lies Ahead Of You, Every One Of You.

He Chose A Certain Path In Life, It Proved To Be A Misguided One, But There, He Chose It, He Can Say That At Least. As For Myself, I Cannot Even Claim That. You See, I Trusted. I Trusted In His Lorship's Wisdom. All Those Years I Served Him, I Trusted I Was Doing Something Worthwhile. I Can't Even Say I Made My Own Mistakes. Really - One Has To Ask Oneself - What Dignity Is There In That?

If You Were A Boy And A Girl And You Were In Love With Each Other, Really, Properly In Love, And If You Could Show It, Then The People Who Run Hailsham, They Sorted It Out For You. They Sorted It Out So You Could Have A Few Years Together Before You Began Your Donations.

Because Maybe, In A Way, We Didn't Leave It Behind Nearly As Much As We Might Once Have Thought. Because Somewhere Underneath, A Part Of Us Stayed Like That: Fearful Of The World Around Us, And No Matter How Much We Despised Ourselves For It--unable Quite To Let Each Other Go.