I Can't Cry On Demand. I Need

Sure, I'm An Optimistic, Joyous Person, But I'm Also Afraid And Insecure.

I Was Rejected In School Because I Didn't Look Like The Big-breasted, Beautiful Girls. I Was Awkward And Sad. My Mother Always Said, "be Original!" But I Didn't Understand Until I Changed To Be Like Everyone Else.

I Was Always Longing To Do, Emotionally And Physically, What My Male Counterparts Always Got To Do. I Just Felt Envious, Every Time I Saw A Movie That I Was In Awe Of, And It Was Usually A Male Lead. And Those Kinds Of Roles Weren't Available. They Just Weren't Being Written.

I Hated My Whole Childhood, Hated It, Hated It, Hated It. There Was No Place For Me.

Every Day Is Amazing, Even When It's Awful, Because Everything Is For A Reason. I Know That This Horrible Thing That's Happening Today Is Going To Bring Something So Amazing.