Average. It Was The Worst, Most Disgusting

I Wondered If That's What Aging Felt Like. That Desire And Reality Were Dueling Until The Day You Die, That Nobody Every Got To A Place Of Peace. I Had Always Wanted To Get Old So I Didn't Have To Care Anymore, But I Began To Think That It Would Be Best Just To Skip The Getting Older Part And Just Die.

Even When I Took First Prize, Topped The Class, Won The Race, I Never Really Won Anything. I Was Merely Avoiding The Embarrassment Of Losing.

It's Always Fun To Play The Innocent, No Matter What You're Doing. If You Feel Like You're Doing The Right Thing, You Can Get Away With A Lot Comedically. I Had Definitely Missed Not Having A Conscience.

The Most Important Thing For Me Was To Never, Ever, Ever Deny It. But I Didn't Really Have The Courage To Talk About It. I Was Thinking, The People Who Need To Know I'm Gay Know.

The Diet Industry Is Making A Lot Of Money Selling Us Fad Diets, Nonfat Foods Full Of Chemicals, Gym Memberships, And Pills While We Lose A Piece Of Our Self-esteem Every Time We Fail Another Diet Or Neglect To Use The Gym Membership We Could Barely Afford.