You’ve Got To Have A Little More

I Felt Excited To Go To School, And That Scared Me. I Knew It Wasn't The Simulating Learning Environment I Was Anticipating, Or Seeing My New Set Of Friends. If I Was Being Honest With Myself, I Knew I Was Eager To Get To School Because I Would See Edward Culllen. And That Was Very, Very Stupid.

My Old Mind Hadn’t Been Capable Of Holding This Much Love. My Old Heart Had Not Been Strong Enough To Bear It. Maybe This Was The Part Of Me That I’d Brought Forward To Be Intensified In My New Life. Like Carlisle’s Compassion And Esme’s Devotion. I Would Probably Never Be Able To Do Anything Interesting Or Special Like Edward, Alice, And Jasper Could Do. Maybe I Would Just Love Edward More Than Anyone In The History Of The World Had Ever Loved Anyone Else. I Could Live With That.

Edward Thought He Was Going To Ruin Bella's Life And He Made Her Happy. And That Really Was Everything For Him.

At Least I Died Trying. And I Won.i Never Gave Them Away. I Never Hurt Them. I Did My Best To Find Them. I Tried To Keep My Promise... I Die For Them.

Thank You-for Her-for Everything." _edward Cullen