Where There Is Hope...there Is Life

Sometimes I Think God Is Trying To Test Me, Both Now And In The Future. I'll Have To Become A Good Person On My Own, Without Anyone To Serve As A Model Or Advise Me, But It'll Make Me Stronger In The End.

The Best Remedy For Those Who Are Afraid, Lonely Or Unhappy Is To Go Outside, Somewhere Where They Can Be Quiet, Alone With The Heavens, Nature And God. Because Only Then Does One Feel That All Is As It Should Be.

There's Plenty Of Room For Everyone In The World. Enough Money, Riches, And Beauty For All To Share. God Has Made Enought For Everyone, So Let Us All Begin Then By Sharing It Fairly.

They Mustn't Know My Despair, I Can't Let Them See The Wounds Which They Have Caused, I Couldn't Bear Their Sympathy And Their Kind-hearted Jokes, It Would Only Make Me Want To Scream All The More. If I Talk, Everyone Thinks I'm Showing Off; When I'm Silent They Think I'm Ridiculous; Rude If I Answer, Sly If I Get A Good Idea, Lazy If I'm Tired, Selfish If I Eat A Mouthful More Than I Should, Stupid, Cowardly, Crafty, Etc. Etc.

It Is Becoming A Bad Dream-- In The Daytime As Well As At Night. I See Him Nearly All The Time And Can't Get At Him, I Mustn't Show Anything, Must Remain Gay While I'm Really In Despair.