To Me The Biggest Irony Of This

No-strings Relationships Have Helped Cure Me Of Love Addiction. All My Life I've Been In Long-term Monogamous Relationships. I Had To Break That Pattern By Not Allowing Myself To Have A Relationship For A Year, Stopping Myself From Committing To Men. I Haven't Been Celibate. I've Had Lots Of Dates And Lots Of Sex, But I Haven't Been Pushing To Turn A Date Into A Relationship. This Has Been A Huge Thing For Me.

What Makes Me Feel Alive Is Community, Connectedness. Certainly Family, Parenting, Relationships, Friendship. All The Way Into Colleague Relationships And Relationship With Spirit, Relationship With One's Own Self And Inner Child, And Animals, Earth, Planet. Fostering And Nurturing And Really Focusing On Connection - Connection In Relationship With Other And My Own Self And God. When I Don't Feel Connected In All Those Three Areas, Life Is Not Very Good.

I'm Quite Obsessed With The Idea Of Nailing The Girl Friendship. It's Such An Art, So Delicate.

What I Wouldn't Give To Find A Soul Mate, Someone Else To Catch This Drift.

I Just Feel Compelled To Continue To Be Transparent. It Just Really Levels The Playing Field And Eradicates The Shame That I Have, Or That One Might Have, About Being Human. So I'm Going To Just Keep Going.