Through My Mind, Is Just The Horror

You Know, My Daughters Have Been Through Their Entire Lives And Knowing About My Case.

I Had Not Seen That Until - And When It First Came Out I Was Told. I Had Not Seen Or Been Aware Of All Of That Physical Evidence. And When I Saw It, I Was Horrified. It Was So Astounding To Me To See That There Was That Much Evidence.

Even To Me, As I Was Trying To Tell The Government What Had Happened, It Just Didn't Seem To Matter.

I'm A Coward, I Didn't Want To Die.

There's Always Some Days You Wish Things Had Never Happened, Like You'd Never Been Born, That Sort Of Thing But I'm Not The Kind Of Person Anyway That Can Just Sit Around And Say, "gee, I Wish That Never Happened." I Don't Ever Do That. There's No Point. That Is A Total And Complete Waste Of Time.