The World Is Not That Black And

Whats Not To Love Is Hardly A Reason To Love. And The Catch Of Your Life Is Not The Same Thing As The Love Of Your Life. Be Careful Of That Subtle But Rather Crucial Distinction.

I Think I Hoped For Something More. Maybe I Even Hoped That I Could Find In Richard What I Had With Ben. But It Is Suddenly Very Clear: Richard Is Not Fallin In Love With Me And I'm Not Falling In Love With Richard. We Are Not Creating Anything Permanent Or Special. We Are Only Having Fun Together. It Is A Fling- A Fling Just Like He Said Last Night- A Fling With An Ending Yet To Be Determined. I Feel Relieved To Have It Defined

He Nods, As If To Acknowledge That Endings Are Almost Always A Little Sad, Even When There Is Something To Look Forward To On The Other Side.

I Miss Us, Too. I Always Have, And Probably Always Will

I'm Very Open In Terms Of Sharing Bits About My Life, But I Think It's Very Easy To Get A Distorted Sense Of Who Anyone Is Through Social Media.