The Only Way To Have A Life

I've Realized That Being Happy Is A Choice.

I Do Not Feel Any Less Of A Woman. I Feel Empowered That I Made A Strong Choice That In No Way Diminishes My Femininity.

I Don't Need Any Crutches In Order To Concentrate. As A Child I Learned That You Must Be Ready Because I'd Be Yelled At More Than Other People And It Would Always Be My Fault. I Learned That To Be Professional Is Your Number-one Priority. The Art Comes Second. You Learn That, In Order To Give Your Best Performance, You Have To Be A Good Technician, Which Means Never Allowing Negative Influences Affect Your Performance.

To Be Intimate With A Married Man, When My Own Father Cheated On My Mother, Is Not Something I Could Forgive. I Could Not Look At Myself In The Morning If I Did That. I Wouldn't Be Attracted To A Man Who Would Cheat On His Wife.

I Grew Up As This Very Carefree, Happy Kid Then Things Turned Darker For Me. Maybe It Was Because I Saw That The World Wasn't As Happy A Place As I Had Hoped It Would Be For Me.