The Loss Of Magic Is The Denial

I've Been Through So Much Of My Own Self-search That I'm Not As Consumed With Who I Am As I Used To Be.

The Pickings Are Pretty Slim When You Have To Play The Part Of A Housewife Who Doesn't Go Out Of Her Apartment Because She's Afraid She's Going To Get Mugged, Or A Woman Who Turns Into Her Brother, Who Is A Murderer.

Hollywood Always Had A Streak Of The Totalitarian In Just About Everything It Did. The Old Moguls Were Essentially Hard-fisted Authoritarians Who Had Created A System Of Linked Dictatorships To Control The Creative People. We Were Supposed To Be The Children; Mad, Tempestuous, Brilliant, Talented, Not Terribly Smart Children.

New York Was The Only City I Knew In The World Where You Could Be Desperately Lonely At Nine In The Morning, Crossing The Street For A Bagel At Gristede's, And Find That Seven Hours Later You Were Drinking Irish Coffee At P.j. Clarke's With All The Friends You Had Inherited Along The Way.

If You're Comfortable With Yourself-which Everyone Can Get To, To Some Extent-that's When You Start Getting Into Who Is Your Real Self.