The Last Couple Relationships I Had Were

The Last Couple Relationships I Had Were Long Distance. It's Not Like I Can Make Much Of An Effort To Travel And See Anybody. The Guy Had To Do All The Work, Unfortunately.

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.

I Don't Know Why This Is, Maybe Because I Am 33 Or What, But I Didn't Think It Would Be That Easy For Me To Get Pregnant. But It Was.

I Want To Get Into Producing. I Really Learned A Lot From 'girls Next Door.' Kevin Burns Is A Great Producer. He's Really Talented, And He Taught Me A Lot. I'm Just Looking Forward To Spreading The Wings A Little Bit. Five Seasons On 'girls Next Door' Was Great, But It Gets A Little Repetitive.

I Just Feel Kind Of Out Of Place On Easter. I Feel Kind Of Useless Because Everybody Else Has Kids And I Don't And I'm Just Standing There With Nothing To Do.