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Michael And I Talk At Least Every Two Weeks. He Understands Why I've Done The Things I Have.

I'll Never Stop Dreaming That One Day We Can Be A Real Family, Together, All Of Us Laughing And Talking, Loving And Understanding, Not Looking At The Past But Only To The Future.

You Do Learn From What You've Done In The Past.

In The Beginning, I Didn't Realize That I Was So Open With My Feelings, And I Had To Stop And Think To Myself, I Couldn't Possibly Be The Only One In The World Going Through This. Perhaps This Will Help Other People When I Face My Fears And Allow People To Come Into My Space. These Are The Things That I Worked Through, And In A Sense, It's Great That I Was Able To Share That, Although I Was Terrified After I Realized That I Was Sharing It With The World.

I Knew That There Was An Underlying Thing There That I Was Never Really Able To Come Face To Face With. There's A Part Of Me That Wants To Always Protect Myself Because Of What I Had Gone Through. But I Learned That You Have To Let People In. Going To The Therapist Kind Of Helped Me With That.