Strange World Isn't It?

The Morning Brought With It, If Not A Brighter Outlook, At Least A Measure Of Control, Some Acceptance. Instinctively, I Knew That The New Tear In My Heart Would Always Ache. That Was Just Going To Be A Part Of Me Now.

Why Didn't I Just Walk Away? Oh Right, Because I'm A Idiot.

There Was No Reason For Bella Swan To Cross Paths With Me. She Would Be Avoided Like The Plague She Was.

I Felt Like I Was Trapped In One Of Those Terrifying Nightmares, The One Where You Have To Run, Run Till Your Lungs Burst, But You Can't Make Your Body Move Fast Enough... But This Was No Dream, And, Unlike The Nightmare, I Wasn't Running For My Life: I Was Racing To Save Something Infinitely More Precious. My Own Life Meant Little To Me Today.

That Was The First Night I Dreamed Of Eward Cullen.