Saying What You Believe Others Want To

I Have A Longing For Fiction - To Try To Believe In It And To Disappear Into It.

Saying What You Believe Others Want To Hear Is, Of Course, A Form Of Lying.

For Me, Personally, It Is Very Important That The Days Are Exactly The Same, So I Have Routines. I Do The Same Thing Every Day.

A Problem With My Novels Is That They, From The Start, Have Been Infantile And Incredibly Childish. There Are Childishness, Stupidity, Lack Of Wisdom, Fantasies. At The Same Time, That's Where My Creativity Can Be Found. If I Tried To Control It And Make It More Mature, It Wouldn't Be Good At All. It'd Be Uninteresting, Without Any Vivacity.

Shame Tells You When You've Gone Too Far. Then You Try If It's Okay To Go Too Far. And It Might Be So That Shame Was Right. You Can Never, Never Know That.