Regrets And Mistakes, They're Memories Made

I Enjoy Being Me; I Always Have Done. I've Seen People Where It Rules Their Lives, You Know, Who Want To Be Thinner Or Have Bigger Boobs, And It Wears Them Down. And I Don't Want That In My Life. It's Never Been An Issue - At Least, I've Never Hung Out With The Sort Of Horrible People Who Would Make It An Issue. I Have Insecurities, Of Course, But I Don't Hang Out With Anyone Who Points Them Out To Me.

I've Never Had A Problem With The Way I Look. I'd Rather Go For Lunch With My Friends Than Go To A Gym.

The Focus On My Appearance Has Really Surprised Me. I've Always Been A Size 14 To 16, I Don't Care About Clothes, I'd Rather Spend My Money On Cigarettes And Booze.

I'd Lose Weight If I Was An Actress And Had To Play A Role Where You're Supposed To Be 40 Lbs Lighter, But Weight Has Nothing To Do With My Career. Even When I Was Signing A Contract, Most Of The Industry Knew If Anyone Ever Dared Say Lose Weight To Me, They Wouldn't Be Working With Me.

When It Comes To Staying Myself - My Career Isn't My Life, It Doesn't Come Home With Me. So It's A Piece Of Piss Staying Grounded And Not Being Changed By It. The Same Things I've Always Liked Still Satisfy Me. My Team's The Same And My Group Of Friends Are The Same. Of Course I'm Bowled Over By People's Response To 21, And When I Meet Artists I Love, It Blows My Mind. But It Baffles Me As Well. I Go Home And My Best Friend Laughs At Me, Rather Than Going To A Celebrity-studded Party To Rub Shoulders With People Who Know Me But Who I Don't Know. I'm Z-list When It Comes To That Sh**.