Once I Know Who I'm Not, Then

It's Not Just The 'grammys' That I've Pulled Out Of. I Also Pulled Out Of The English Awards As Well. The Reason That I Wanted To Pull Out Was Because I Believe Very Much That The Music Industry As A Whole Is Mainly Concerned With Material Success.

I Do Feel Blessed To Be In The Public Eye So I Can Share What I Believe. But I Think It Would Be Extremely Disappointing If I Were To Count On It To Provide Happiness. I've Come To Realize That Any Time I Do That, The Fulfillment Is Short-lived At Best.

Who I Am Inside Determines How I Feel About My Body Instead Of The Other Way Around

What Influenced Me Was Tori Amos, Who Was Unapologetic About Expressing Anger Through Music, And Sinead O'connor. Those Two In Particular Were Really Moving For Me, And Very Inspiring, Before I Wrote 'jagged Little Pill.'

I Didn't Have High Self-esteem When I Was A Teen-ager, As I Think Most Teen-agers Don't.