No Sooner Said Than Done - So

I Miss You Deeply, Unfathomably, Senselessly, Terribly.

I, However, Cannot Force Myself To Use "meat Drugs" To Cheat On My Loneliness.

Last Night I Dreamed About You. What Happened In Detail I Can Hardly Remember, All I Know Is That We Kept Merging Into One Another. I Was You, You Were Me. Finally You Somehow Caught Fire.

I Answer One Of Your Letters, Then Lie In Bed In Apparent Calm, But My Heart Beats Through My Entire Body And Is Conscious Only Of You. I Belong To You; There Is Really No Other Way Of Expressing It, And That Is Not Strong Enough.

Dread Of Night. Dread Of Not-night.