Never Underestimate Yourself

I've Always Protected Myself When It Comes To Love. And Maybe That's The Problem. By Not Letting Myself Get Hurt Now, It Ripples Into Much Bigger Pain Later.

On Valentine's Day, The Spirit Club Plastered The School With Red Streamersand Pink Balloons And Red And Pink Hearts. It Looked Like Clifford The Big Red Dog Ate A Flock Of Flamigoes And Then Barfed His Guts Up.

The Fat Girl Code Of Conduct: 1. Any Sexual Activity Is A Secret. No Public Displays Of Affection. 2. Don’t Discuss Your Weight With Him. 3. Go Further Than Skinny Girls. If You Can’t Sell Him On Your Body, You’d Better Overcompensate With Sexual Perks. 4. Never, Ever, Ever, Ever, Ever Push The Relationship Thing.

I Miss Cds. I Miss Listening To A Whole Album, Even The Lame Songs That Sometimes Grow On You.

Prior To Being Bullied, I Was A Very Footloose Sixth-grader. You Know, I Was Quirky, I Was Creative - I Really Felt Good In My Own Body. And When I Was Bullied In Seventh Grade, My Self-esteem Tanked.