My Mind Goes To Tragedy First.

I'd Say That I've Been Reclusive The Last 34 Years. That Was My Big Thing As A Kid, Staying Home From School. I've Trained Myself To Be Psychosomatically Sick A Lot. Anytime I Go Out, It Is Just Something To Deal With, Even Walking To The Grocery Store. If I'm Supposed To Go From One Place To Another Place That Isn't That Comfortable, I Usually Don't Go.

I Can Bake. I Made Myself Some Nice French Fries Once. But Otherwise I Just Eat Out. Lots Of Salad Bars.

I'm Not A Functional Person Because I Don't Go On Lunch Dates With Friends. I Hear About People Having Dinner Parties But I Never Do That. I'm Not Really Human.

When You're Famous Weird Things Will Happen That End Up Hurting Your Feelings. I'll Get A Letter From Somebody I Knew A While Ago And I'll Be Really Touched. Then I'll Turn Over The Envelope And Their Business Card Falls Out.

When You're Surrounded By All These People, It Can Be Even Lonelier Than When You're By Yourself. You Can Be In A Huge Crowd, But If You Don't Feel Like You Can Trust Anybody Or Talk To Anybody, You Feel Like You're Really Alone.