My Drive Is Something That I Don't

I Remember When I Started Acting And Didn't Get A Part And Was Really Jealous Of The Girl Who Got It. My Mom Would Say To Me, "if You Don't Get A Part, That Means It's Not Your Part. It's Just Not Yours. You Will Have Your Parts." It Really Recalibrated Me At A Very Young Age To Where I Could Be Driven Because I Was Trying To Achieve Things For Myself, And That Had Nothing To Do With What Anybody Else Was Doing.

It's So Much Easier To Sit Home And Not Exercise And Criticize Other People. What I Love Is Inspiring People. People Come Up To Me And Say, 'i Want To Have Two Kids And Wear A Bathing Suit And Not Feel Terrible About Myself. I See How Hard You Work And It Makes Me Feel Like I Can Do That Too.'

I'm An Artist, And The Need To Get Inside Myself And Be Creative And Be Other People Is A Part Of Who I Am. I Don't Imagine I'll Abandon That Completely.

I Love To Cook And Feed People. I Cook Every Day.

Some Days I Feel Like Everyone In My World Has Plugged Themselves Into My Kidneys. I'm So Tired.