My Body Parts Are All I Have

I Have No Friends And I Never Leave My House. You Just Have To Make A Choice To Just Refuse To Be Involved With Things That Could Get You In Trouble. It's Easy When You Feel Upset Or Depressed About Something To Want To Go To A Club And Want To Drink, But Instead I Just Force Myself To Sit And Feel It And Deal With It, And Try To Grow From It, Because I Don't Want To Go Down That Path. I'm One Of The Most Isolated People In Existence Right Now, But It's Worth It Because If I Wasn't Making That Decision I Would Be Throwing Away My Career.

I Was Raised To Believe That You're Safe In God's Hands. But I Don't Feel Safe With Myself.

Some Girls Love To Go To The Airport And Have 50 Paparazzi On Them. I Go To The Airport And Have A Mental Breakdown.

I'm Self-loathing, Introverted, And Neurotic.

I Don't Want To Have People Get Completely Sick Of Me Before I've Ever Even Done Something Legitimate.