My Approach Is Just Being Conscious Of

Being This Side Of 40 Feels Like What I Should Have Felt Being This Side Of 25: In My Body, In My Heart, Happy With My Life, And Ok With Whatever Bumps In The Road Present Themselves.

I Am Grateful To Learn From Their Mistakes, Because I Am Not Injecting S- Into My Face. I See Them And My Heart Breaks. I Think, 'oh God, If You Only Know How Much Older You Look.' They Are Trying To Stop The Clock And All You Can See Is An Insecure Person Who Won't Let Themselves Just Age. I Also Have A Fiancé Who Will Put A Gun To My Head If I Touch My Face In Any Way.

Maybe It's A Fairy Tale, But I Believe In Happily Ever After.

People Who Avoid The Brick Walls - All Power To Ya, But We All Have To Hit Them Sometimes In Order To Push Through To The Next Level, To Evolve.

I Realised How Paranoid And Guarded And Not Trusting - Walled-in - I Had Become. Not Consciously So, But Just This Armour That I Kind Of Have, Protective Armour. It's Not For My Friends Or Family, But For Being.outside In The World, Always On Guard.