Life Is Not A Theme Park, And

Anyone Who's Been Poor And Gets Rich Is Stalked By Guilt And Fear. Guilt Because You Know It Isn't Fair, That Life Hasn't Changed For Everyone

If People Associate You With The Idea Of Loads Of Money, They In Turn Will Give Some Of That Money To You.

What It Felt To Me Was Like The Dissolution Of My Idea Of Myself. I Felt Like Separateness Evaporated. I Felt This Tremendous Sense Of Oneness. I'm Quite An Erratic Thinker, Quite An Adrenalized Person, But Through Meditation, I Found This Beautiful Serenity And Selfless Connection. My Tendency Towards Selfishness, I Felt That Kind Of Exposed As A Superficial And Pointless Perspective To Have. I Felt Very Relaxed, A Sense Of Oneness. I Felt Love.

I Suppose I'm Qualified To Some Degree To Speak About The Nature Of Contemporary Media, As That's Where I Currently Work. People, I Think Have Been Beyond Trained - Coded To Not Anticipate Change; To Think That Change Is Implausible. Almost Weaned Off. It Had To Be A Revolution Bred Out Of Us.

I've Never Had A Sustained Period Of Medication For Mental Illness When I've Not Been On Other Drugs As Well. It's Just Not Something That I Particularly Feel I Need. I Know That I Have Dramatically Changing Moods, And I Know Sometimes I Feel Really Depressed, But I Think That's Just Life. I Don't Think Of It As, "ah, This Is Mental Illness," More As, "today, Life Makes Me Feel Very Sad." I Know I Also Get Unnaturally High Levels Of Energy And Quickness Of Thought, But I'm Able To Utilize That.