Life Is Beautiful, But You Don't Have

I Was, You Know, A Mess. I Totally Wanted To Kill Myself Every Day.

I'd Been Sick On Tour For About Two Years With This Medical Anomaly That Doctors Couldn't Figure Out. That's A Big Part Of My Life: I Just Feel Really Sick A Lot Of The Time And Can't Figure Out Why. I'd Gotten These Shots In Russia, Where We'd Just Been. It Was Just Heavy. It's Just Heavy Performing For People Who Really Care About You, And You Don't Really Care That Much About Yourself Sometimes.

I Want To Find Someone Who's Really Magnetic But Who Isn't Going To Do Anything Bad To Me. It's Hard.

I Found It Hard To Make Friends In School, Because I Was A Cerebral Person.

Initially The Fashion World Was More Interested In Me Than The Music World, Which Was Strange When I First Started Singing.