Judging By My Degradation In The Last

I Certainly Made Mistakes.

I Kind Of Entered A Flow State. I've Been There Before While Climbing. You Are Not Thinking Ahead. You Are Just Thinking About What Is In Front Of You Each Second.

Like Looking Through A Telescope Into The Milky Way And Wondering If We're Alone In The Universe, It Made Me Realize With The Glaring Clarity Of Desert Light How Scarce And Delicate Life Is, How Insignificant We Are Compared With The Forces Of Nature And The Dimensions Of Space.

Indeed, It Has Affirmed My Belief That Our Purpose As Spiritual Beings Is To Follow Our Bliss, Seek Our Passions, And Live Our Lives As Inspirations To Each Other.

I'd Fallen In Love With A Woman But She Broke Up With Me And I Was Devastated. Six Months Later, I Went Into A Suicidal Depression From The Break-up Of The Relationship, But I Resolved To Not Do What My Friends Had Done. And So I Reached Out For Help