I've Pretty Much Learned I Can Let

I Am A Hopeless Romantic. And I Won't Stop Till I Get It Right. I Don't Think I'm Unlike A Lot Of People. I Am Just Someone Who Is Trying To Find That Mate, And I Think It's A Really Hard Thing To Do. And I'm Not Willing To Stay Somewhere Where I Am Really Not Happy. And I Am Not Willing To Pretend I Am For The Kid's Sake Or So That I Don't Have To Go Through Another Public Humiliation.

My Pregnancy Was Amazing. I Was Happy That Whole Time, I Felt Good, I Had Energy, I Was Like Superwoman. I Wish I Could Feel Like That For The Rest Of My Life, That's How Fantastic It Was.

Being A Black Woman, I've Often Felt I've Been Judged By My Sex And My Race, And I Have Always Known That It Shouldn't Hamper Me.

Nature Has Got It All Wrong: When You Are Younger, It Should Be Harder To Get Pregnant, And As You Get Older It Should Be Easier. When You Are So Ready, You Can't Do It To Save Your Life. And When You Are 21, You Are So Not Ready, But You Are Ripe As Could Be. The Eggs Should Become More Developed The Older You Get, Not Die Slowly From The Day You're Born. That's One Thing God Got Wrong.

What's The Worst That Can Happen? If It Doesn't Do Well I Can Put On My Big Girl Panties, Deal With It And Move On.