It's A Sad, Sad World When A

I Resent Limitations. I'm Going To Be This Way For A While.

I'm Such An Incredibly, Stupidly Sensitive Person That Everything That Happens To Me, I Experience It Really Intensely. I Feel Everything Very Deeply. And When You Feel Things Deeply And You Think About Things A Lot And You Think About How You Feel, You Learn A Lot About Yourself. And When You Know Yourself, You Know Life.

It's True/ I Do Imbue My Blue Unto Myself/ I Make It Bitter.

For Many Years, I Was A Really Heavy Drinker, But People Don't Know About That Because I'm By Myself All The Time. Recently, I Didn't Drink For Eight Or Nine Months, And I Learned That Alcohol Was Quadrupling The Embarrassing Moments - Those Moments When You're Drunk And You Say Something You Remember The Next Morning And Feel Embarrassed About.

My Whole Life, People Have Been Saying, "why Are You So Angry?" And I Didn't Know What The Hell They Were Talking About. After I Saw Myself At The Mtv Awards, I Realized, Wow, I Do Kind Of Come Off A Bit Intense. I Wasn't Upset At Mtv At All - I Didn't Mean To Come Off That Way. But I Think It's Good If I Appeared A Bit Angry. People Are Too Complacent.