In A Dream It's Typical Not To

It's Better To Be Dead, Or Even Perfectly Well, Than To Suffer From The Wrong Affliction. The Man Who Owns Up To Arthritis In A Beri-beri Year Is As Lonely As A Woman In A Last Month's Dress.

Nowadays We Can Do Computer Experiments Using Mathematica, And Even Solve A System Of 42 Equations. This Offers Another Route To Knowledge, Rather Than Mere Ideas.

Statistically, It Would Seem Improbable That Any Mathematician Or Scientist, At The Age Of 66, Would Be Able Through Continued Research Efforts, To Add Much To His Or Her Previous Achievements. However I Am Still Making The Effort And It Is Conceivable That With The Gap Period Of About 25 Years Of Partially Deluded Thinking Providing A Sort Of Vacation My Situation May Be Atypical. Thus I Have Hopes Of Being Able To Achieve Something Of Value Through My Current Studies Or With Any New Ideas That Come In The Future.

I Would Not Dare To Say That There Is A Direct Relation Between Mathematics And Madness, But There Is No Doubt That Great Mathematicians Suffer From Maniacal Characteristics, Delirium And Symptoms Of Schizophrenia.

I Seem To Be Thinking Rationally Again In The Style That Is Characteristic Of Scientists. However This Is Not Entirely A Matter Of Joy As If Someone Returned From Physical Disability To Good Physical Health.