I'm Tired Of Making People Sad And

She Feels And She Cries. It Is To Be Admired.

To Live With Angels And Chase Their Dreams.

One Of The Beautiful And Terrible Things About America Is You Can Go There And Still Be Whatever You Want, If You Bust Your Ass And You Have Some Luck.

Ive Never Had Any Interest At All In Being A Journalist Or Writing Some Sort Of Historically Accurate Autobiography.

I Close My Eyes And I Take A Deep Breath And I Think About My Life And How I Ended Up This Way. I Think About The Ruin, Devastation And Wreckage I Have Caused To Myself And To Others. I Think About Self-hatred And Self-loathing. I Think About How And Why And What Happened And The Thoughts Come Easily, But The Answers Don't.