I'm Sick Of Being Accused Of Gold-digging.

I Don't Understand Why God Took Him And Didn't Take Me.

I Grew Up Poor. I Had No Money. My Family Was Poor. There's Things I Wanted To Do And Couldn't. I Was An Abused Wife. Just - There's Tons Of Things That I Couldn't Even Mention. And For Me To Come Up And To Have All Of This Fame And Fortune, It's Just - It Is A Cinderella Story To Me.

I Never Thought To Ever Ask For Money. I Was So Stupid.

I Was 23, And He Was 86. I Saw A Very Sick Man. I Just Wanted To Just Talk With Him. There Was No Physical Attraction At All. He Was Very Much Attracted To Me.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)