I'm Not A Romantic. In Life I

So Many Times You See Beautiful Lovemaking Scenes With A Lot Of Exposure Or An Awkward Lovemaking Scene, But I Think It's Very Rare That You See It Private.

The Most Mysterious Feminine Factor, The Existence That We Men, We Don't Know. It's Woman. It's Feminine. That's What The Sword Is About. That's The Symbolic Meaning Of The Sword.

I Think The American West Really Attracts Me Because It's Romantic. The Desert, The Empty Space, The Drama.

I Try To Be A Partygoer. But At Some Point I Don't Know Why I'm Doing It And Fall Back. I've Been Using Repression, The Struggle Between Behaving As A Social Animal. You're Seeking To Be Honest With Your Free Will, Less Conflict. I Think That's An Important Subject With Me. That's Who I Am, How I Was Brought Up. I Think I Use That A Lot. I Mistrust Everything I Think. Things You Think You Can Trust, Believe In, Or Hang On To, Changes. That's The Essence Of Life.

Thinking Back To Those Earlier Days, I Felt I Was Weak When I Wasn't Making Movies, And Then When I Was, I Thought I Was Weak As A Family Member.