I'm A Strong Person, But I'd Never

I'd So Much Rather People Think I Was Funny Than Pretty.

To Actually Be Allowed To Be Beautiful Is A Total First For Me.

I Like People-watching And Fading Into Crowds.

My Fantasy Life Made Me Survivor. One Day I Knew That Me, This Skinny, Ugly Girl Who Was Only Invited To Slumber Parties When They Were Forced To - Someday I Knew I Would Be Someone. That Was My Driving Goal. It Wasn't To Be Famous. I Didn't Want Furs And Signing Autographs, I Didn't Care About Any Of That. I Wanted To Be Someone Other Than Myself.

I Was Such A Dork. I Was Too Big. I Was Really Gangly.