I'm A Private Person. I'm Shy About

I Like It When You're Under The Ocean, And All You Can Feel Is Calm

But I Must Never Forget How Blessed I Have Been. God Has Given Me Gifts And Happiness, Beyond Any Of My Simple Desires. My Deepest Desire Now Is To Simply Live... So With Hope And Determination, I'd Hold On And Go On.

I Feel Like A Blonde Nothingness, Alone In My Own Body ...... Today It's Not Drugs That Fill My Body, Its Despair.

It's Much Easier To Go Through Something And Deal With It Without Being Under A Microscope... It Was Stressful. I Was Terrified Getting The Chemo. It's Not Pleasant. And The Radiation Is Not Pleasant.

What Would You Do If Someone Said To You: "you're So Popular Right Now That You Can Be On The Cover Of Every Magazine, But If You Do That, You Might Get Overexposed And A Backlash Will Develop"? That's Life. Everything Has Positive And Negative Consequences.