I'd Like To Be A Better Writer,

Am I Self-righteous? Why Not? It's Not Like I Can Count On You To Be Righteous For Me.

It'll Destroy You If You Try To Make It Mean Anything To Anyone But Yourself.

I Look At Pictures Of You Because I Am Afraid That You Would Notice Me Staring In Real Life. I Looked At Your Picture Today For Countless Minutes. It Is Closer Than I’ll Ever Get To You For Real. I Felt Like I Was Looking At A Captured Animal At A Safe Distance. If You Knew I Was Doing This, You Would Feel Sickened And Frightened. That’s Why You’ll Never Know. Years Will Go By And You’ll Never Know. I Will Never Say The Things That I Want To Say To You. I Know The Damage It Would Do. I Love You More Than I Hate My Loneliness And Pain.

I Like The Idea Of Someone Else’s Love Safely Sealed In A Song Or A Book.

It's So Painful To Be Next To Someone You Feel Strongly About And Know You Can't Say The Things You Want To.