I Went Through A Huge Transition In

When I First Started Performing, Some People Were There Just Out Of Curiosity. I Think That Happens Less Often Then You'd Think, But When It Is Happening It's Very Obvious And I Can Tell What's Going On. I Had Some Of That In The Beginning, But I Think That Ultimately I Got A Pretty Strong Fan Base Based On Just My Personality Alone, And My Honesty, My Music. So It Wasn't Based On Anything Else, And I Did Notice If Someone Else Came Looking For Something Else, They'd Probably Leave, Or Complain It Was Too Loud Or Something.

I Like Helping Children. I Have A Big Thing With Children. You Can Correspond With The Child, Send Something To Them As A Gift. You Know It's Actually Getting There And You Are Doing Something To Help.

It's Hard For Me To Be Happy Because I'm Always Worried About Something Going Awry Or What Could Happen To Screw It Up. It's Hard For Me To Sit And Look Around, Going, 'ah, I'm Really Happy.' I'm Not That Kind Of Person.

I Want To Write, I Want To Sing. I Want To Do The Same Thing For Others, Have My Music, Hopefully Do That For Others One Day, Not Realizing What I Sort Of Had To Climb. I Had An Idea A Little Bit, But I Think That I Underestimated The Whole Thing.

Making A Decision To Be A Public Figure Isn't Their Choice Right Now. I Don't Think It's Fair. Even Though They're Beautiful And I Love Them, They Haven't Made That Decision Yet. I've Been Chased Through Airports With A Screaming Baby Because The Photographers Are Ruthless, And They Want The Picture.