I Was The Type Of Person That

I Would Go Into Periods Of Depression In My Life, And I Would Feel So Alone. I Felt That There Was No One Who Understood How I Felt, Either On Tv Or In Music, And Writing Really Helped Me Change What I Thought And How I Felt About Myself.

I Try To Find Some Sort Of Meditative Hobby To Do On Set, And It's Different For Every Film. There's A Lot Of Downtime, But I Don't Like Reading On Set Because It Feels Like You're Taking Yourself Out Of Your World, Instead Of Being Present. And Then, You Feel Like You're Not Ready To Do Whatever You Have To Do.

You Know How It Is When You Put On Your Best Friend's Shirt. You Feel Weird, Even If Everyone Tells You That It Looks Good. You Know That It Isn't Right.

In The Past I've Been Very Into The Falling Part, Very Into The Swimming In The Dark, Deep Emotional Water. 'rampart' I Really Went Into It And It Took Me Three Times As Long To Get Out Of That Depression As It Did To Just Do The Scenes. I Had To Learn To Give It My All And Then Go Home And Laugh.

You Have To Be Really Comfortable With Yourself Because People Are Going To Tell You That You're Eyes Are Too Brown Or You're This Or You're That. And If You're Not Comfortable With Yourself, You Could Get Pretty Freaked Out.