I Was In A Very Dark Place

The Thing I Love Most About Going On Vacation Is That I Get To Leave Behind Any Kind Of Schedule. My Entire Life Is Scheduled From Morning To Night, And When I'm On Vacation, There Is No Schedule.

When I Went To Los Angeles Right After High School, I Got Some Acting Jobs, And I Never, Ever Wanted To Be An Actress! Public Speaking And Acting Make Me Want To Vomit. But I Have Never Been Nervous Singing. When It Comes To Public Speaking, I Stumble On My Words, Sweat, And Pull At My Clothes.

People Are Really Concerned About My Relationship Status. When I Tell People I'm Happy Being Single, They Don't Believe Me. They Say: 'you Have To Be Miserable Being Alone'.

Seems Like Just Yesterday, You Were A Part Of Me. I Used To Stand So Tall, I Used To Be So Strong; Your Arms Around Me Tight, Everything Felt So Right - Unbreakable, Like Nothing Could Go Wrong. Now I Can't Breathe. No, I Can't Sleep; I'm Barely Hanging On. Here I Am, Once Again, I'm Torn Into Pieces. Can't Deny It, Can't Pretend, Just Thought You Were The One. Broken Up, Deep Inside, But You Won't Get To See The Tears I Cry.

I Love Healthy Stuff And Junk An Equal Amount. Whatever I'm Craving, I Go For It. I'm Never Trying To Lose Weight - Or Gain It. I'm Just Being.