I Was A Smoker For About 20

I Remember My First Meeting With Guillermo Del Toro - He Couldn't Have Been Warmer, But I Always Had A Kind Of Immaturity About Me Dealing With People That Were In Charge. Not Really Knowing How To Conduct Myself. And I Got On The Floor And Curled Up Into A Ball Under A Desk, Which Is So Weird - As I Was Doing It, I Was Like, "oh, My God, You're A Freak. Get Up. What Are You Doing?" And I Looked At Him Like, "i'm So Sorry," And He's Like, "no, It's Natural. Why Wouldn't You Want To Do That?" He's Just The Most Giving Person And Made Me Feel Not Like A Freak.

I'm One Of Those Hovering Mothers And I Know It's Really Important To Have An Independent Child, So I'm Trying To Back Off, But It's Hard. I Love Him So Much, And He's So Funny And Cute To Me.

I'm Flatchested, I'm Short, I'm Brunette, I Have Droopy Eyes, And So People Have A Hard Time Casting Me As A 'beauty.'

Part Of Me Would Love To Have Been A Leading Lady Because There's A Lot Of Glamour That Goes With That And A Lot Of Applause, But I've Been Very Blessed.

I Have Very Little Faith That I'll Ever Find Someone. I've Had Some Bad Luck And I've Made Some Bad Choices - Not In Men, But In How I've Chosen To Deal With Relationships.