I Wanted To Write A Happy Song.

I Just Don't Really Listen To Music. I'm Probably Missing Out, But I Don't Want To Know What Everybody Else Is Doing. Nobody Is Strong Enough To Not Be Influenced. And I Don't Mean Influenced By Copying - I'd Be Influenced Because I Wouldn't Want To Do What Someone Else Is Doing. I Want To Be Able To Do Whatever I Feel Like Doing And Not Worry About Anything.

When I Watch Tv, And Tcm Isn't On, I Just Switch Channels And Look At All The Information About Everything. The Internet Is Perfect For That, Which Is Why I Didn't Really Want To Get A Computer In The First Place. I Thought, "if I Have A Computer And Know About This Whole Google Thing, I Am Not Going To Be Able To Sit Still For A Second; I'm Going To Think About Something And Then Have To Look It Up." I Have Never Bought Myself A Computer Or A Phone, But Guys In My Life Have Bought Them For Me, For Whatever Reason. So Now I Have Them.

Though Dreams Can Be Deceiving; Like Faces Are To Hearts, They Serve For Sweet Relieving, When Fantasy And Reality Lie Too Far Apart.

Rape Is The Most Humiliating Thing That Can Be Done To You; It's The Most Vulnerable That You Can Be. But Once I Realized That, I Became A Stronger Person And Faced All My Fears.

My Heart Went Cold And Only Hollow Rhythms Resounded From Within, But Then He Rose, Brilliant As The Moon In Full And Sank In The Burrows Of My Keep, And All My Armor, Falling Down, In A Pile At My Feet.